Persistence of passion

14 03 2008
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The un-earthly pleasure of dreaming may seem to be somewhat overly since considering the point of its origin as our instinct. The fact of such thoughts cloud our mind with ignorance and naive-ness, but we all know what is forbidden is all that is beautiful. Knowing the what is to love is more then the mind can imagine and only time can tell. Being able to connect in a manner to over come fear and resistance may seem to be a way for more. Fear- a strong word in vocabularies all over but can mean the heart beat, that moves only for one: which is the other. How can fear be loved? 
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Its just a persistence that only you can decipher. . . . . .
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I m but only a mortal in passion . . . . . 
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Un-even, raw and wild is all that is passion. To whom this is dedicated to is nothing far off then just the dust that lingers around your eyes. But the length of portraying such a passion seems miles and years away. Its a journey of discovery and if only the other could see these naked eyes that gazed back at those that are so resistant.
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The pleasure of me, is only for one . . . . .
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at those frank eyes of fear . . . . . . 
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Persistence is a journey for all that we all are fond, yet how invisible passion is seems to capture us in awed . . . . .
can the impossible be? and if only  . . . .
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Gazing to a distance, to the other that lingers on the thought of persistence to what is more . . . . . . . . .
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Freaking huge people!!!

13 03 2008
Gadget porn gossip!!!
The black image is only the concept for Sony Ericsson K900 Cybershot. It looks quite interesting, but many people could draw it in no time and then present it as a real thing. Still, a second image has appeared, confirming the first one, although looking highly more real.
Just assuming that this phone is real, it surely looks great and will surely win some fans from those who loved the iPhone when it first appeared. Sony Ericsson was probably not even trying to compete with Apple’s handset, but just to respond to the trend of removing all buttons and replacing them with a touchscreen.That’s a simple and sleek design that definitely looks good, but also takes away all personal accents of the devices, making them look almost the same. Soon enough, we will have many iPhone-looking devices out there, although carrying the brand name of various producers. Diversity will come only under the shape of specifications, but design also bears some amount of importance which i think will be the future of mobile devices all over.
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The new Sony Ericsson K900 Cybershot looks smoking in black, with its huge display, but then again, so did LG Prada, the iPhone, the future to come KU990 Viewity. It’s no longer a big thing, although the “real” image also seems to enclose the high reflecting feature of LG Shine. All in all, a hybrid phone and will be a great phone if its real . . . . 7.2 Mp, full touchscreen and its a Sony Ericsson!! 
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This is a rumoured product but i m hoping that it will be out!!!
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So going to be my dream phone if its real!!




The Xperia!!!!

12 03 2008

OMG!!!

Sony Ericsson has got a new baby and execs call it a “premium” convergence device and forewarn that it won’t be cheap, yet they promise the Xperia X1 mobile phone will be worth every cent you spend on it (hell it is!!).

The Xperia is smoking hot (this is gadget porn) That, of course, is an assertion that is yet to be verified as the device will only be available in North America in the second half of 2008.

However, the information and preview provided during the product’s launch at the Mobile World Congress in Barcelona on Sunday created a buzz that resonated across the Web causing many geeks like me to drool all over . . . . .

One commentator hailed Xperia X1 as the new reference in terms of productivity and entertainment, and “the most exciting Windows Mobile phone since the Blackjack 2.”  Another observed that X1’s “luscious aluminum shell” and “amazingly sharp display” would “put Apple’s iPhone to shame.” i mean seriously!!

In the  Market prospect

Sony Ericsson itself is positioning Xperia X1 is a “game changing device” that that will take convergence to new levels. The company is avoiding use of the term “smart phone”, according Suzanne Cross, head product marketing manager for Sony Ericsson North America, well obviously this is something new!!

Pack Juice . . .

Company execs indicate that convergence is a blending entertainment and productivity features is at the very heart of Xperia X1. The features run the gamut, from entertainment and multimedia applications, to Web access, personal organizer-type capabilities, and a variety of communication options.

Sony Ericsson has gone the length with this device including a high-resolution touch screen quad-band GSM/EDGE, on board Wi-Fi for short-range networking, GPS for route finding, FM Radio and Bluetooth.

The X1’s Internet connectivity features are superior to any mobile phone Sony-Ericsson has ever produced to date.

This hottie offers HSUPA (High Speed Upload Packet Access) that transmits video and other media almost as quickly as it comes downstream: a feature is not available in some of the most advanced 3G phones.

And if your wondering what is powering all these features -a 520-MHz ARM11 processor running Windows Mobile 6 (ain’t that AWESOME!!).

Bottom notch, the XPERIA X1 is being positioned high, not just as a consumer or a productivity device, but one that offers you the best of both worlds: a “wicked” entertainment appliance, yet loaded with productivity features that the most fastidious mobile professional could use very effectively in an enterprise context

Xperia  . . . . . in ur ass iphone!!!

As it is said in the latter  . . . . . this ain’t going to be cheap :)





lately . . .

11 03 2008
School is great . . .  had a wonderful time with lecturers and also friends. The theme in school seems to be the same. Heading to a point of doom as some would put it. But i doubt it will be any worst than it is now, currently i feel free as there are no obligations to anything except my self and also my work. Being able to do second year seem to be a shinning start to a whole new year and to adulthood. I find this year a year full of unlimited possibilities filled with the joy of learning and doing mind wracking, world changing studying. i feel like i have the Cart Blanche (well we all do in making a choice in our lives)
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The worst thing that i could have heard last week during submission: was that everyone suck badly at their work. I was deverstated to hear such an account given the fact that there weren’t any sort of tutorials with us regarding our submissions prior to the submission date. Monday brief, short chat and understanding. Thursday submission. Normally: Brief-chat-tutorial-submission. I was shocked but  was numb about it. I could do anything but suspect the lecturers generalize the whole class without looking in detail at every students work hence explaining the incomplete markings on all our works. Comment raised: poor understanding of the main 6 spaces, poor model making, poor composition, poor drawings, wrong drawing composition & techniques. What can i say, we are all probably still in the holiday mood; but  then again it is impossible to say that everyone was that bad? well i went off with wilson to Mid Valley (yes our favorite hang out place) and watched 10 000 BC but before that we had dinner.
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I m freaking pissed!! haha
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May i say this, dinner was wonderful and unbelievable. One- we went for typical hawker food, two- its Gurney Drive in The Gardens, three- we ordered 2/3 main course meals each. . .  . . . . spent nearly 90 bucks (not everyday we can say: hey i spent 90 bucks on char kiew teow, and rojak!! cool huh?) but it was worth it because we wash down all the bad comments and critics by our lecturers moments ago. Walked around The Gardens and at Flying Chilies there was this fashion show, mens fashion or something. To be frank i believe the Malaysian Male Models are not only ugly they were really bad at walking. . .  (i think i can do better hahahaha) overal the show sucked!!!! badly!!! oh well  . . . . .
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Oh i wanted to say this too . . . .if your thinking of watching 10 000 BC, my advice don’t!!
I find the movie boring, the development was utterly slow and unattractive. Adventure were a blunt death. Ending was even worst. Beautiful effects and interpretations on history but i believe it was all wrong from the books. Not a movie with good moral, nor acting. It is a story about a legand and saving his loved . . . .  2 stars from me :)
watch it if you like seeing Steven Straits & Camilia Belle in rags . . .
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 Then this week . . . . Lecturer taught us actually, drilled us about the spaces so that we truly understand it. During tutorial time, My lecturer said he wasn’t worried about me because all my spaces we all right, and composition wise interesting- i practically snap back at him saying that he made a wrong judgement and literally have not looked through all the works before hand!! we both laughs as he said well we gotta push you folks hahaha    
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Oh another thing- it was also presentation. . . . gosh i forgot everything that i wanted to say (my mind just went blank) so i presented without a base  . . . . lcturers hated the facts (i totally forgot) but liked the effort haha
hence my motto - all will be fine :)
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Second year prove to be a great start, closer friends, new ones, support friends, getting to know more too & finding that significant one :)
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Anyhow i m listening to Framing Hanley and i love them!!! (softer version of blinded black)
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if u dont know Framing Hanley is a five piece rock band from Nashville, Tennessee. Nixon, Chris, Brandon, Tim, and Luke came together to form a band that was eventually named Framing Hanley. With their amazing musical abilities and live show the band quickly gained a large following in Nashville. In November of 2006 the band was fortunate to hook up with producer Brett Hestla (Dark New Day), who helped harness their energy into two songs. These two songs were enough to capture the attention of Jeff Hanson (Creed, Sevendust, Paramore) and his record label, Silent Majority Group.
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Framing Hanley with Hear Me Now - gosh i freaking love this song!!!
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Built for Sins with the background of Tristen & Isolde
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Since i m always bored with my life and some shit in school (not too crazy just so you know) i go for Channel Fred better then Cartoon Network haha here is a few pretty neat staffs  . . . .
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Philippe and Pierre
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Helicoptar Hoopla  . . .
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Off With Your Heads!
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Songs on my hot list . . . .
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Sick Puppies with All The Same. . . .
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One Republic (cant believe i m saying this but they are good!!)
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Stop & Stare
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All We Are . . .
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Cheers to School people!!!!
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Bourne or Waldo

9 03 2008
You wont believe this!!
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Look out Jason Bourne, there’s a new kid on the bad-ass block, and he goes by the name of Waldo… as in, Where’s Waldo? And now that his identity has been stolen, he is pissed off! This is one intense, action-packed thrill ride that will make the Bourne trilogy look like a Saturday morning kids’ show. Why? Because bad things are about to happen when top agents go up against Waldo! Can anyone find that stealthy bastard? Must be the inconspicuous outfit he wears
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Waldo Ultimatum
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Hahahahahaha
:)




10K BC

2 03 2008
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10,000 BC is a 2008 American film set in the prehistoric era directed by Roland Emmerich and starring Camilla Belle and Steven Strait. The film is slated for a March 7, 2008 release: personally its something of the Ice Age genre fused with Disney themes- prince fights to save girl from evil someone who wants her for himself.
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Mammoth hunter D’Leh (Steven Strait), a member of a hunter-gatherer tribe living in 10,000 B.C., travels through unknown lands on a quest to rescue his people from extinction. Leading an army, D’Leh uncovers a lost civilization while in pursuit of a warlord who kidnapped his love, Evolet (Camilla Belle). D’Leh and his army come face-to-face with saber-toothed cats, woolly mammoths, Phorusrhacids, and ground sloths in the journey to save his people (fact check: did humans actually live side by side with mammoths & saber tooth tigers 10,000BC ago? Yes or No?)
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10,000 BC was originally slated for July 27, 2007, the release date but was pushed back to December 14, 2007. The film’s release was postponed a second time to March 7, 2008. .  . lets just hope its something worth the postpone.
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My verdict: watch if u like Ice Age & Disney films.
                      Dont if you dont feel like it
I will: coz there isn’t much on the screens now that are even worth watching.
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10K BC trailer  . . . . . its prehistoric baby :)




Back

29 02 2008
A star for everyone . . . .     (dangers of life)
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life a star . . . u were born, u grow, u shine and u have a supernova death . . .
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This week was my first week in Second year in my degree. . . and i m happy that i have moved on and progress visibly. Things are slightly more interesting, making me keen to start school. The worst part of this week was my computer that broke down twice and finally after complaining the second time Dell replace all the parts inside the computer: in other words i got a new computer (changed the M B, graphic card, rams, and screen  . . . .) wish they changed the processor i want the new Intel Core 2 Duo now that would really make a difference. After the changed i requested a clean formatting and partitioning (so i can run xp too) to my com and now my com is working like new new new . . . way faster then it was before. . . . i was really amazed!! :)
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Sinister smile, evil intentions  . . . . . you will never know
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My com was a major problem from last week, stuck, hangs and freezes. Worst is that i cant start after shutting down. The dell logo did not start meaning is the hardwares that caused these complications. . . weirdly i was surprise it wasn’t caused by a virus or anything and thankfully my warranty was the full warranty for 3 years Thank God i got it. Imagine paying for all those parts  . . .. it will sum up to a new laptops price- not that i don’t want a completely new laptop but i believe my mom will kill me first and blame me for not taking care of my com bla bla bla. . . . but I m glad that’s over
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cute? think again . . . .
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As for school, some classes are significantly smaller. Its a sad thing because friends are not there in the same class with you, you feel alienated and distanced. There isn’t much that i can do but to continue giving encouragements to them so that they don’t feel left out and supporting them anyhow because they are friends period. . . I hope for the best and i always think positive. I know things will change as time pass and coping with change is crucial in surviving on every field. As of now school has problems about courses and the sudden change Curtin imposed: changes are everywhere and worst is that its not confirmed by the lecturers yet, more of it Monday when the lecturers brief us about the final dictate.
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passion that consumes . . . .
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What ever is the change, school will go on which means sleepless nights, tired eyes, rushing and spending. . . lets not forget the travelling for printing (literally hunting for printing actually)
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Boi i cant wait for school to turn the heat up
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Inferno baby
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Hot Hot Hot
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Work work Work
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How Fun :)
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ill continue to do my best, wish me luck  (the good not the evil ones please)




Help Me!!

17 02 2008

I dont know why but i cant seem to post normally again!!

its funny that i cant hit the publish button to post a complete post like how i normally do  . .  . all it comes out is

error or nothing changes  . . .

ill figure it out somehow i suppose

gosh!! :(





Valentines Day

14 02 2008





Ratty Affair. . . .

6 02 2008

Ever since the start of history the culture of the Chinese are very much influenced by the existence of the heavenly, magical world and realms of the ancients. The culture is centralizing on the concept of an empire ruled by Gods and the stratas in which divisions were made to accommodate room for all principles on every level of understanding to work, thus the numerous Gods that are worshipped by Chinese everywhere. The organization seems to be at every level and at the stage then we will understand that the Chinese were rather civilized. Despite the ruling system of the emperor being as ruthless and forceful, the concept of the Emperor being the Dragon and has the power to do anything at his will, his words are as good as law made the whole country bow down to pay homage to him as he was God may seem to be unacceptable to us but this fact and the condition made by the emperor to be in control of everything made it possible for the Chinese to be educated, successful and philosophical. The ruling system made the Chinese civilized and full of traditions shrouded in mists of laws of the heavens, and the ancestors.

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The Chinese are by far one of the oldest living Civilization, despite the end of the empires: the life of the civilization still exist. It doesn’t need to have a central ruling system to order the people all over, the Chinese are ruled by traditions. Tradition it self are laws and understanding. Those are words of emperors centuries ago, and from one rule to the other still live in the veins of Chinese all over. Traditions are not religious, regardless of the religion at heart: the Chinese will always carry a Chinese soul with them because it has been so for centuries. Word of law were passed down from Father to son, Mother to daughter….. and the sir name that all Chinese have are a gift from the Gods. These names are never named by an individual’s liking but every family in the Chinese history was named by the First Emperor of China. He made it a must for every Han (the Chinese clan that nearly all of today’s Chinese belong to) to have a proper family name that reflected the family work and the standing in the heavens. Its also a blessing for the family and for generations to come that carries the sir name.
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Tradition are the key to the identity of a people. Chinese people are everywhere and most time are very distinguishable, with the yellow skin and small narrow eyes: these days the evolution of the world and people made the facial feature and identity more blurry yet the only item that made it possible to recognize is the tradition one holds. The most important tradition other then Feng Shui that many regard as trully Chinese is Chinese New Year.



Chinese New Year is celebrated to usher in the new year where winter ends and the wonderful Spring season heats the earth for greenery to blossom the then dead earth. The festival is held at gradeur and loudly to Chase away the evil spirit that kept the land cold and the one that steals the soul’s warmth for ones heart. The Chinese believe that the loudness scares the demons away and to keep the past in the past and look forward for what is to come, where starting a new is a must. House cleaning and decorating the house with new furniture or covers, and also the red-ness of the celebration. Red to the Chinese brings luck and since that it is bright and hot it is said to chase away the bad evils and welcome in the Good and the heaven.

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Traditions such as sending the Gods to Heaven a day or two before new year so that he can meet the Jade Emperor (ruler of the heavens) and send his annual report on the family. This act is to collect deeds and sins that were done and to come back in the new year full with blessing and happiness from the Heavens. The Chinese will have dinner together on New Years Eve, and at the stroke of mid night; it is time to invite the God of Prosperity (the 3 Gods, God of Longevity, God of Prosperity, God of Fertility) to the house so that he will bless the family with money and luck. The next is to visit temples all over the neighborhood for prayers and respects. The whole process is where we see the flow from family gathering to hopefuls and good thought for what to come. The Chinese never forget their ancestor…. every year family members will pay their respect to the ancestors at home and at the graveyard. It is a wonderful sight where members know who was their fore-father and still continue to respect them even though generations have passed.

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Family traditions are strict and are laws on how to place items on the table and which to pray or bow to upon first. Its the understanding of which is on which level. Even so this has a lot to do with the Chinese believes of which is right based on Feng Shui of the ancients. Traditions are strong but since the ruthless emperor made his mark it is also a lasting effect on the people as well. . . . . Chinese generally don’t respect talking and negotiating to educate a child, they would prefer to be forceful to instill.
As much as i adore Chinese being traditional to the customs that make them who they are, i don’t agree on force to teach a child . Chinese love each other very much yet LOVE was never shown . . . . . . .
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(you do know that a mother loves you yet you still dont trust her seemingly she doesn’t trust you yet alone listen to you. . . its sad yet the culture that made the Chinese successful in work made them a failure in family)
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This year is the year of the Rat
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at a glance at the forecast:
Good for money, Good for Business
Bad for family, Bad for Friendships
Good for Education, Good for Work
Bad for funerals, Bad for Gossip . . . .
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I dont seem to mind: my family had been a dissasterous ratty complications
Cheers to More Ratty tolerance :)

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Movies
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This is an old movie but still its worth watching as its beautiful and touches you deep
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Ratatouille
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Ratatouille is a 2007 Academy Award nominated and Golden Globe winning animated feature film produced by Pixar and distributed by Walt Disney Pictures. It tells the story of Rémy (voiced by Patton Oswalt), a rat living in Paris who wants to be a chef, but is pressured to do otherwise by the disapproval of his family and the prejudice of humans. Using a somewhat hapless garbage boy as a means through which to indulge in his art, Rémy meets yet another obstacle in the form of a famous as well as antagonistic food critic named Anton Ego. The film was the eighth movie produced by Pixar, and was directed by Brad Bird, who took over from Jan Pinkava in 2005. It was released on June 29, 2007 in the United States, to both critical acclaim and box office success. . . . . Ratty Remy rats it in for this new Year :)

 

Ratty Remy  . . . . trailler 

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Some other funny rat disgust

 

Its finger ratty licking . . . .

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The Dark Ratty!!- tittle: One rat Short.

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Dont hope too much because it may not be pretty . . .

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My advice this year: Despite the Feng Shui books that everyone might be reading and despite the forecast, you are better off going through your life normally as if it is meant to happen it will . . .

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Best of Luck . . . .

Cheers to The Year of The Rat

may you bring tolerance and understanding to the world today…….