Watched and to be Watch

First of all : happy holidays people!! and happy NEW YEAR 2008- draw out a line for 2007 and prepare for 2008, cross your fingers that this coming new year will be better then 2007.

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Well the day after Christmas i went out with my movie junkie friend wilson… to catch up on whats on the silver screen.. as usual we picked 2 movies to watched and so we went for Alien vs Predator 2 and National Treasure2 : The Book of Secrets.

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I had to say this: i had mixed feelings for both of the movies… haha still it made my day

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National Treasure2 : The Book of Secrets

This movie like the previous one is all about Ben Gates (Nick Cage) trying to clean his great grand father’s name from the list of people who plan the murder of President Lincoln.. and also on a searh to uncover the lost treasure of the New World (Native American Indians) This movie has a rhythm and keeps you on the fast seat as it is able to bring you to places and along with you. The story plot is strong and fast tracked. It makes you believe that it is true, this movie starts of from a flash from when President Lincon was murdered and Thomas Gates was forced to interpret the puzzle by the secret society but he tore out the diary and burned it so that the secret society will not know the message. Thomas was shot but was able to pass the message to his son before he died. In the modern age, Ben still talks about the conspiracy and was challenge by Wilkinson that he was wrong as he hold the missing piece of the diary that was pulled out of the fire. It holds the message and they were now on a quest to prove again that the Gates were Innocent and to uncover the treasure that the message leads to. This movie brings us through Paris, London: The Queens Palace, Washington D.C, Vermont and D.C, its filled with action and like i said was nicely plotted. Good overal but predictable in so many ways, funny and clever all over the movie. A good movie to watch with the family on Christmas Holiday and a film that will continue to captivate our imagination… nothing wrong all over, just predictable.

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Alien Vs Predator 2

This movie stars …. aliens and one predator who came back to earth to save his friend that was transporting another predators body back to their planet. A new bread of alien came to live from an egg that was planted into the predators body from the previous movie. It is stronger and more vicious. It killed the predator causing the ship to crash back to earth and releasing the new alien on earth. It reproduced and reproduced and reproduced bla bla bla… This movie is horrifically bad. It has such a stupid plot that it seems that they made it in a day. Alien comes back, predator comes to earth to destroy them and humans are breading and bait media…. nothing strong and nothing fun, and booooom they all die… great! The movie doesn’t have a strong line like the first movie, and the plot seem so useless.. Humans die and there are thousands of aliens and ONE predator seems like the great predator civilization looked weak! i wasn’t amazed and wasn’t happy but i do enjoy those parts where people are killed, staffed with alien eggs and being eaten, tore up, skinned alive, tortured, hit, smacked, shot, destroyed, puffed and all those staffs aliens do…. i can hear people screaming!! yet i m sitting down laughing, the fat guy next to me was like fuck!! eww!! argh!!

go see this movie for the fun of watching how people are being killed, abused and to know how small we are in the universe amongst unknown beings that are far more superior then us.   

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Lover Boy

This is a charming short film “Lover Boy” created by student filmmakers for a class assignment. The filming, the light, the editing, the camera movements and the story are so exquisitely done! This movie is for those of you who are aspiring filmmakers and also for those who like watching independent movies like me hehe, this is a wonderful short film you may want to check out and i m impressed by it. Rather cute and true in our lives haha….  whole movie here …

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Sweeney Todd

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This is another movie by Tim Burton, and stars Johnny Depp and Helena Bonham Carter, Sweeney Todd a.k.a Benjamin Barker returns to London after being sent away by Judge Turpin with the help of a sailor, Anthony Hope. He opens a barber shop above Mrs. Lovett’s Meat Pie Shop were she sells “the worst pies in London.” With the help of Mrs. Lovett, Todd tries to rid of all the people who have ever done him wrong and hopes to be reunited with his daughter, Joanna, who is now Judge Turpin’s ward. This is a trilling movie that will put you down on the truth and the worst you could do to an Innocent man. This based on a famous musical and has been around for a long time. Sweeney Todd opens in The States on Christmas but will be here on the 3rd of January 2008. This is a musical but you will not feel that your in one, this is the first time Johnny Depp and Sasha Baron Cohen sings.. Many critics such as seen unseen movie reviews noted that it was a good movie. I m exited and i can’t wait…

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Must Watch!!!

ps: those who had watched it on Christmas- zip it!!

Its a day for all….

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Christmas…

The malls just ignite our feeling….

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Well its the time of the year again where we crawl together and have a meaningful time with loves ones all over, under the spirit of Christmas… This time around i wont want to tell you what i got or what i did nor what i shopped for Christmas because i m so sick of it. This time around i want to look back and learn a thing or two on Christmas. Well i do understand that all of you would have known that Christmas is a celebration of Christ. Thats part of it… Do u know why we celebrate Christmas? and the history of this joyest occasion? i did some digging and i hope it is worth looking into and have a good time sitting back, looking at how far we have come.

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Why Do we Celebrate Christmas?

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If the question offends or the answer seems obvious, read on. For in many christian countries during the 16th century, Christmas as a season of festivity almost vanished, and in England and America a century later citizens celebrated under threat of punishment.

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Confusion about the origin of Christmas arises because it is difficult to say precisely when the festival, as we all know it, began. A feast with a semblance of Christmas, Sacaea. was celebrated thousands of years before Christ’s birth. In 2000BC, in what is now Iraq, a 5 day festival with exchange of gifts, the performance of plays, accompanied by processions and merrymaking marked the death of winter and heralded the new year.

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It is likely that those beliefs from the east spread into central Europe to influence the festival already observed there, most of which marked seasonal changes and the growing and harvesting of crops. In the depths of winter, for example, people lit bonfires in the hope of reviving the dying sun and bringing warmth to the grounds. Also, they decorated their homes with evergreens-holly and firs-to show dormant seeds and lifeless plants that all was not dead. When the sun eventually shone again, they rejoiced in their success and no doubt vowed to repeat the magic for ever after.

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Further north, along the Baltic and in Scandinavia, a winter festival known as Yule honoured the God Odin and Thor. Great logs blazed, minstrels sang, famous legends were recounted and villagers drank lustily from horn and mead.

In the Roman Empire, a week long orgy of feasting and wild revelry, the Saturnalia, was held in mid December, when the sun was approaching its lowest. The winter solstice- the turning point of the year, when the length of the day began to increase- was marked by a sacred day called Dies Natalis Invicti Solis (Birthday of the Unconquered Sun). During the Saturnalia, the romans decked their houses with laurels and greenery: friends exchanges presents; army rested; criminals spared from execution, and slaves were as good as theirs masters, free to do and say what they liked. It was a season of general rejoicing, with good will to all men.

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The Persians, too, burned fires at the winter solstice. Their feast revered Mithras, the God of Light and the guardian against evil. Soldiers and traders spread the worship of Mithras to Europe, where for a time the belief rivalled Christinity.

No precise date is known for the birth of Christ, but it is certain that he was born  in the reign of Herod the Great, King of Judaea intil his death in what we now call 4BC. For centuries after his deat, several different dates, from April to Decenber were proposed for the celebration of Christmas. January 6, believed to mark Christs baptism, was widely observed as Christmas Day and still is in some countries by Orthodox Christians.

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By the middle of the 4th century, December 25 had become the accepted date of Christmas Day in the western Roman Empire, comfirming the date that Roman Christians had already marked for some 2 centuries as a solemn feast. In the late 4th century, church leaders in Rome proclaimed that the feast of Epiphany, a 12 day period from December 25 to January 6, should be both a festive and sacred occasion.

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In time, Christians almost everywhere accepted December 25 as Christmas Day, a day coinciding roughly with the celebration for the winter solstice, Yule,  and Saturnalia. Also, a jewish feast- the dedication of the temple, or Hanukah was held in mid-December.

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Many attempts were made to seperate the overindulgence and merrymaking of pagan feasts from Christian observance of the Nativity. The Greeks writer Origen, a devout christian, declared in about the year 200 that it was sinful to celebrate Chrit’s Birthday ‘as though he were a King Pharaoh’. But throughout the middle ages, among the noblemen and their attendants, the revelry continued, with feasting at its heart. In Tudor England, the Christmas banquet, which included many customs carried over from heathen times, usually lasted from midday until late in the evening.

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When Christians in Europe broke away from the Catholic Church during the Reformation, many old customs were suppressed. All forms of colorful displays such as processions, decorations and plays were banned. little remained of Christmas as it had once been.

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In England after the civil war, Oliver Cromwell and the Puritans outlawed Christmas celebrations as heathen and town criers warned citizens not to celebrate in any way. It was work as usual. Shops and markets stayed open. Parliment itself sat on Christmas Day to set an example to the nation. Christmas Day was designated a fast day. Soldiers even searched the kitchen and the ovens of London homes and carried off any meat they found being cooked for the traditional feast. The edict brought rioting in many cities, but the spitit of Christmas was soon dully extinguished.

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The same situations had prevailed in the New World since 1621, when a law passed by Governor Bradford of the Plymouth Colony prohibited Christmas observance. Another law, in 1659, pronounced ‘Whosoever shall be found observing any such days of Christmas…either by for bearing of labour, feasting or any other way…. shall pay five shillings as a fine to the country’

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When the English monarchy was restored under Charles ii in 1660, old customs returned, but for many years the Puritans influenced lived on. It was not until the late Victorian period that the feasting and merrymaking of earlier times regained their place in the English Christmas. Worldwide. the church in general took pragmatic stance. Unable to ban the pagan excesses that had become part of the celebration, it endeavoured to rid them of their undesireable features, and welcomed the refurbishing rites into Christmas rejoicing as if they were sacred.

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The old-time Christmas customs survived and new ones were added. Christmas became as we know it today as a magical mixture of Christian devotion and pagan pleasures, a festival that survives through popular demand.

-(with reference to Reader’s Digest: Why in the world.)

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well its a colorful and meaningful celebration that in-still fantacies that ignite our inner most imaginations… A day to rejoice and to look back at a year’s worth of struggle and trouble, while the new year enters our life with all the glory and misery it has install. This is still a day of love and fun, filled with all the customs that we are comfortable and at eased with; it is after all a festival that we all look forward to, every year…… have a great Christmas :) 

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Christmas is a joyful occasion and would be complete without a good laugh to lift the spirit higher

enjoy funny favorites of mine

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a must watch this holiday season

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Daddy got hozed…

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The ugly side of men and women on holiday seasons….

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What we all love…

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My all time favorite… simply love what the fake queen does haha

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It comes from your heart

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Romantic ….. tragic

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What better way to spice things up with our cute cuddly friends from the unfortunate word… of bad luck

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Folk have a wonderful wonderful xmas….

somebody is back…..

People simple plan is back

I frankly thought that they have dis-band or something because they have been out of the radio scene for so long… i mean real quiet. If i have not mistaken they have been quiet for almost 2 years now? I do know that they have been on the road for almost all the time touring and promoting. They weren’t home for more then a year at a time… i have been a fan for a long while because i thought that they sounded and sang what i was going through in school. They were amazing in my little mind at that time. Simple Plan was the first original album i bought (the rest all downloaded :s) From No Pads, No Helmets…Just Balls to Still Not Getting Any, have inspired a sense shouting out. I feel the need to express my self. I loved their songs but now i find them such a sad collection.

I really hope that this coming album that is due next febbuary is going to be good. The promo track When I m Gone just got me there and there. It was so good! (i m saying this because i m feeling it) I like the sound but stiill lacking alot of attitude. The video Clip is simple and easy to understand just like the song and did i mention that the chick in that vid seems like the one half of the veronicas. Haha

The thing here is that i don’t agree with the labelling of Punk on simple plan. They just sing their thoughts out and thats it! Punk is Behind Crimson Eyes and bedlight for blue eye but not Simple Plan. I can’t really argue much here because the artists label themselves and promote the idea to the whole world. I remember the time when the whole world was labeling Avril Punk Rock and every time a reporter or press say: so what do you have to say about your Punk genre, Avril? she will go all out to make a point that she is not punk but rather pop rock-period!!  Artists… what can we do without them  ha . . ha. .

Simple Plan to me is a band that is made for the main stream and so they are lacking in a lot of factors that underground-turn main stream bands have. They seem to have it to sell and that is so lacking. In their music, i see lack of magic factors that makes it last forever. Still i love their songs just for the sake of listening at one time. I normally want to see improvements from albums to albums. From  No Pads, No Helmets…Just Balls to Still Not Getting Any; they just have the same tone and style which is the high school experience and the bad side of it. Oh i feel for you and i know its not a good life in high school, hu hu. They are rather good role model as they sell songs with good motifs anf values to it. I do feel that is was  a good move to help mothers in the states on their campaign. They have a good heart what better way to reach a teeenagers heart then through a band. . . haha

I want to see bands that change. . . i m a great fan of The Ataris and the album with the song I m Not Capable of Love, totally blown me off my mind!. They were  melo and simple through-out their carrier and when this came out… gosh! IT was so strong and it totally broke free from the teenage hood that they were from. I m Not Capable of Love is by far the most meaningful and powerful song that i will love forever. It has the true sense of a rocker, good music and good sound. It changed so much… some hated the change but i simply love the matureness that the band has turn into. That was what i hope for simple plan… change

The promo song sounds nice but it still have alot of the previous sounds intact, thus i believe the album will almost be the same. Still i hope for something good from the boys. Ha Ha for the image: they change a little- Pierre  seems alot more buff, and a similar tattoo to Dougie on his left arm… (Dougie got his on his chest) and he looks alittle emo, chuck well he will always look like that  coz the bald style works for him, David- well still the same but a lot more sharper now.. and the other 2- no change. With the slight change i hope the album sound good but obviously Simple Plan will not sound bad but what i mean is that i want something new, something that will make me like them again. I hope it will not be a disaster like LinkinPark with their disasterous album of theirs… horrible..

Enought said… all i can hope is the best

and i really wish that they leap forward

for better or worst- they are still Simple Plan

gotta love them for being main-stream

welcome back boys- “punk” on….

Meet my Babies… :)

People let me introduce you to my babies. (currently: Chubby, Molly, Reddy, and Redish.) They are the most adorable things out there!!. to me that is. Well i had them all my life although not the same ones because they don’t have a long life and because i was young when i had them: things tend to go wrong when your young and naive. I can remember when i was young i would go to the nearby creek and sit down looking at the small fishes that lived there (i still do when i m back home). Ill take a net and catch some. When i m back home ill scramble to find a bottle or a can to put them in.. and ill sit down for hours just looking at them. I remember we had this old aquarium at home, it was just 3 by 1feet but it was the one object i paid the most of my time looking at. It had green water weeds on top of the water surface and in it beautiful golden radiant goldfishes. They were the weirdest looking fishes i had ever seen: they were round, fat, chubby, red, and had a flower shaped tail, they look nothing like the ones i saw on the dinner table or on the chopping boards nor the ones in the creek. These were not ordinary fishes and i thought they were magical… you can’t blame me: i was so young. I kept looking at them and saw how graceful they were… fat and adorable yet so magically alluring. They seem to be the gentlest creature i had ever seen. Soft and delicate beautiful to see yet untouchable… so delicate that if you were to hold them in your hands you could feel their very veins on your skin, every breathing attempt is felt… holding them is the apheetamy of the saying when your life is hanging on a thread, the feeling of a life in your hands, the gentleness and ease of its demise. They were so beautiful yet so fragile, so helpless as their lives could be taken away just by holding them, unlike ordinary fishes where they have the strength to endure and to resist.

These goldfishes have a sense of trust and will look into your soul from their Innocent eyes. They seem to know who is their owner and who feeds them. They tell stories from their movements and they transcend deep into your soul if you let them too. They may seem fragile and helpless but i believe they are more to that. Though people tend to stray away from them because they are the hardest known fish species to care for, as they are fragile and will not cope with the change that are impose to them. The deal here with me is that i had not encounter any trouble with them. The reason for their death is all natural or cause by a disaster. I lost all my fishes at home when the floods hit, the water went above the first floor and since fishes swam it is logical that they swam away…. But i still have 4 more up here with me. I had to admit, I cant live without them. Although they weren’t the same yet they still are in ways that made them goldfishes.

In China ages back… these gold fishes were discovered in clear water streams up in the hills. They were golden rather yellow in color, some were red, orange and they were unusual. The Chinese view them as a auspicious gift from the Gods. The Chinese believe that fish is food and if you live by a river you will not die because you can fish for your meal. Having fishes in your home in terms of Feng Shui simply means that your meal will always be there and that you will not die of hunger. But in-terms of goldfishes it is a whole lot higher. Gold is money and when it was found on a fish it just meant that fortune will come and your-life is never out of it because it lives with you. But when a goldfish dies be wary that you must replace that fish as soon as possible, according to Feng Shui when one dies it means that someone is upon you and your pet died defending a spell that was cast on you, he died to break the spell. The right number of fishes is either 3 or 9 or any number that adds up to those numbers. They add up to a circle and it seems to work well in keeping your well-being. Its is said that off all the fishes that you have, always keep one black goldfish. The black fish is the most important and powerful fish as Feng Shui puts it. He holds the strength to suppress forces. These are just believes and yes i do believe some of it because when i m away from my fishes i fell threaten but once i have them close to me all seem to be well and calm. Back in China long time ago.. the imperial palace filled the rivers and lakes in the forbidden palace with these golden fishes and the norms weren’t allowed to keep a golden fish because Yellow is the Imperial colour and the emperor is regarded as the dragon head where the palace is an interpretation of heaven. The Chinese believe that the heavens were on the emperor and he speak with the Jed Emperor of the Heavens, and that the imperials were not meer people so they were separated from the rest of China in a city that was built according to the strictest Feng Shui rules. Having a river that flows into the city and in it golden fishes, made the imperials the closest to God and it did because the forbidden palace was really a forbidden city where no one goes in other then officials and royals. The Chinese believe that unusual and auspicious beings are meant to be kept by the emperor because it belongs to them.

Well that was history

i don’t really care about the origins but all i do care about, is that i feel a whole lot better looking at them swim.. They make me feel feel better knowing that they are calm and graceful all the time, and all the wrongs that happened in the world seem to disappear as they look back at your gazing eyes leaving a sense of warmth that is truly human. From creatures that is known for being man’s best friend to crawlers, having a pet is an experience that keeps us joyful but the experience that Goldfishes brings is far more pleasing that goes beyond boundaries. My experience with my fishes made me realise my mistakes and they helped me create solutions for my problems. They seem to communicate through their graceful movements. And they teach  an important lesson which is to hold back and it shall come to you, and trust. (Do not touch the fishes because they will be afraid and will die but if you were to keep your distance and be patient they will come and tell you what they know.)

i love my fishes . . . .

i know it is weird having them as pets normally people would go for dogs or cats but  all i have to say is that you have to be touch by them to know them and i frankly felt them from the first time i laid eyes on them…

A day out with my girlfriends…..

Saturday, 15 Dis 07. I went out with my girlfriends. These are by far the most elaborate friends i have known and they had brighten out my life greatly. It was a wonderful day and a surprise to Sharina (sha) as she has her photos displayed in an art exhibition where we went to crash technically i crash it notice.

The deal was to be at the fair but the girls wanted to meet me up first to surprise Sha.  

well the original plan was to meet them up at the center court at Suria KLCC. Shaz and Danie were up n ready. They called me up at 9 just to wake me up and sadly i was just about to sleep.

Yes you got me right.. just about to sleep.. I wasn’t able to get my eyes shut because i slept for almost half the day through out the last 2 weeks and i have turn into a nocturnal creature that hunts at night- this is so true i sleep at 5 and i wake up at around the same time 12 hours later….. God!! well i m not complaining since its not hot outside and less people to entertain too.

Well they called me and i was shocked to be awake the whole night doing nothing. I remember lying down on my bed and tug comfortably there with my playlist playing in the background to help me sleep… i remember listening to every song on that playlist and when it stopped Shaz called… I can’t believe it!! i m not doing any work and yet i spent the whole night not sleeping…. I m now Mr.Immsonia.

Anyhow i was in disaster because i was in no condition yet alone ready to leave. I down in some cereal and got ready.. took my bath and got my earrings on. By now i had receive countless missed calls and sms from Shaz on where are my where-abouts. I rushed as soon as i could and made it in time for the train where we board together to KLCC. In the train we were socializing and we were comfortable with each other in our so called ‘long time no-see notions’ and to be frank people around us are just staring at us as if we were some freaks from Mars!! Malaysians do know how to stare and to make others feel uncomfortable….. (i do that sometimes too)

We arrived at KLCC around 10.30am. As usual KLCC will never be bored as its (to me ) the bustiest mall in Malaysia. Filled with a never ending array of people having a time of their life at the city center. We were there and we walked to this restaurant where we were suppose to meet up with Sha. The restaurant was called Pelita…. and i have not seen this restaurant in KLCC before! Turned out that its a stones throw away from KLCC just next to Maxis HQ. When we were there Sha has already made a move. The exhibition was behind the restaurant at these old bungalow lots… It was rather an old nostalgic view of old Kuala Lumpur where the city center was once upon a time a beautiful estate for the rich.  Some bungalows still stand and the exhibition was held in lot 153, its an old lot in the shade of maroon. The whole area was set up as a fair where new and up-coming artists showcased their works of art and also to sell their products. Most of the products were T-shirts, Bags and statement objects. Creativity is seen here and it is a stepping stone for new artist to explore plus to interact and derived new ideas for more works to come.

The exhibition area….

This is an art exhibition for armature artist and this exhibition is a street art show. Teenagers come together to celebrate the creativity that they have. The set up is a simple background: a few tents for sales, a stage for a concert by underground bands. The art exhibition is inside the maroon bungalow. Here it houses, photography, paintings, concepts, abstract, and sculptures. Its a wonderful experience and it shows how talented young Malaysian minds are. Given a small budget to set up this show but  the beauty that it portrays to the viewers were simply amazing for eyes like mine to grace. The setting has a Malaysian feel but with the modernity that we all embrace. Having the exhibit in the bangalow made the works seem to be apart of  the history yet all are new out comes of minds around.

creative works by creative minds.

touched my heart alittle here…

Punksters, Emo, Gothic fans and eccentric people are all here… This is a common sight: Artistic people are generally eccentric and its a beautiful blend of cultures and minds here. Not an exhibit that i m used to attend but  for the effort and the age of all the participants here it is a great set-up. If it was held in a space that was all white and clean, the works will come out to touch deeper into viewers around. Still the effectiveness of the works to me made a complete new perception towards abstract art generally. This is a beautiful exhibition and a creative bold move to the Malaysian Art arena, It is a leap from the boring works of batik which is to me a sad art… to what i did see is in the minds of the new age. Ideas that has been revolutionizing the world from just simple images, here they are more then just mear images but they portray the development and flow from the hard solidness that we were to a more ambiguous softness towards understanding and creativity.

playing with Mr. Dice…. gosh!! what happened to u??

I had a nice time with the art works and i do praise them for their works of creativity…. yet the background was horribly muddy. Thanks to the rain that poured around this time of the year made a nice show seem to be a faulty experience. Still the show  made it to what it was intended to which is to showcase and to  project what they think was art. I enjoyed the experience here but i still think it could have been a whole lot better with a larger space.

Sha and her works… and us

These are my fav!! the pictures of that girl is a showcase of extreme cam whoring… seriously!!

I m glad to see photographs taken by Sha had made it to the exhibition. Knowing that she has a talent in photography and seeing her works on the wall here made me smile a million stars for her achievement. She was really happy apart from the exhibition but to see Shaz.. Shaz was a way in UITM for almost 3 months and meeting her was a jolly jolt! Other then that Sha is especially eccentrically happy because she is meeting up with her dear friend Azmi from Singapore who is here for national service. Gosh i could remember how excited she was when she was about to meet him: saying thing like- oh gosh he is soo cuteee!! n bla bla bla we chatted about my ordeal with jean and made a move back to KLCC since Azmi didnt know the way to the exhibition.

When we were in front of the entrance of KLCC.Azmi and his friends were there and that was the first time i met Sha’s beau. She said they were just friends and that nothing is going on. Ya right….. the excitements and the joy tells a whole lot more…. People this is another scoop to look out for this time soon… i can see it coming but well who m i to say it. . . right? Anyhow that was the first time i met him and gosh! HE WAS THE MOST GOOD BOY I HAD EVER MET (Good=budak baik aka mommy’s boy) and quite frankly he is the right boy to bully… Very decent and very polite. Gosh here is a mommy’s boy. He has zits all over his face and a skinny frame. Still i would say he wasn’t a bad person, i do enjoy his company and i do like the way he bring him self; well spoken. Nothing bad probably in all areas, he isn’t a bad looking guy, he isn’t used to this area.. he is away from home and well we will never know  how he is  like back down south.. He might be some naughty naughty fellow. Like i said he is a good boy and i hope to see more of him around us just to know more. He is interested to study Graphic Design in Limkokwing University . Well well i can bully him then

I just can’t wait to know more of him, maybe he is a great person (book covers don’t tell the story)

We went our ways because Sha wanted to bring Azmi to the exhibition. Danie, Shaz, and i wanted to have lunch badly. We were hungry and we wanted something big… KFC

haha …. simply finger licking good.

We were chatting while eating: went on from love stories to ghost stories 

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we were savouring our meal

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We took nearly an hour to finish..

when we were done we scroll to Isetan for some retail therapy….

it was filled with people.

can’t blame them its the year end sale and its a Saturday

to add to things i had an itchy nose

my nose was essecively itchy and i could sneeze to anything strong

The whole of isetan was filled with perfume

gosh it was hell!!!!

my nose seem like Ruddoft’s

i cant stop rubbing my nose and sneezing..

we were at Isetan for another hour or so..

Shaz bought a shirt dress for school

gosh the cloth rules in public Universities are bad. Shirts should be below the butt line… nothing tight, no cleavage, and can’t be seen through bla bla bla.. Well the only cloth that seem to suit this rules is only the Baju Kurung (if u don’t know what it this and if i were to translated into english, literally means = trap shirt: trapping your body from others preying eyes, and this is the ugliest cloth there is out there ) Malaysia is a very strict nation on the Islamic law regardless of it being a human right issue or not. It has been a strict rule on the cloths that women wear especially in government facilities all over the country. Women are forced to wear an unattractive outfit: it is said to avoid them from being raped by horny men. Well the fact out there are that women that were raped and harassed were all wearing unattractive outfits. The UN is the IN…(stopping will cause it to happen) well what can i say the law is always above us.  

We just went around KLCC wasting our time and chatting catching up with loads of happenings that is worth sharing with people close to you. We sat, we walk, we got up the lifts, we went to the loo countless times.. we were walking in circles yet that seem fun..

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loads of laughs that accompany along the walk..

and my sneezing…

can’t believe KLCC was filled with perfume!!

Danie had to wait for her dad to get her and Shaz, it was about 6 when i sms Sha asking where she was. Did she go to The Pavilion with Azmi and his friends? turned out that Sha didn’t she was with Tehha and her friends till the end of the function. They were hungry and i asked them to meet us in Front of Tiffany. Well all of them looked tired and contented. Sha seem to be so happy, Tehha was beautiful, her sisters were meek… Sha wanted me to comment on this dress she wanted to buy in Topshop. We went to Topshop and i saw that blue polka dot dress. I had to be honest: it was horrible…

it looked like:

you were married to your husband

you had an affair with another man

and you came home wearing that dress

breaking the news to your husband that you were pregnant!!

Then she saw this red dress

That was nice! red and it was sexy

i hoped she wears that without a bra because well

that the whole idea of the dress- undress me..hehe

this brings me to the question:

Who is she wearing it for?

HE HE

Another funny thing that happened was when Shaz and Danie were trying out cloths

Danie was upset that her boobs were not big enough to wear certain cloths and to 

not make the tummy look huge after a meal…

But Shaz and Sha wanted a breast reduction…

o k

people are never satisfied with what they have wouldn’t they?

and after shopping we went up and we were in a crowd again. Suddenly 2 guys came and offered some cranberry juice.. He looked like a pervert to me and i bet the drinks weren’t for us, coz the boss was mad at those guys… oh well a drink offered is a drink drank….haha

Sha and Tehha left to eat because they had not eaten since breakfast and we went around.

i left soon after because i wasn’t ready to miss Asian Idol

i reach home in time to clean up and get dinner…

I had a wonderful time

these are my girlfriends

always the best times together

haha

cheers for more to come

and best of luck

:)  

Best times for all time to come

when ur lonely anyone or whats left of it counts…

This is a really sad example of a lonely person who has no one to be friends with…

and thus anything or whatever that is left of someone comes along…

take it, no reason to waste it

Friends are all to us . . .

even when ur dead.

sweet show isn’t it?….

touch my heart

hu hu

fights and the end of the world

Today i went with Wilson to MidValley to catch up on the silver screen

2 movies..

one a Chinese epic story that tells the tale of a brotherhood that was bounded by an oft

and another a futuristic epic tale of a savior

Warlords

Andy Lau, Jet Li and Takeshi keneshiro including 10 000+++ others

This is a touching tale about war in China. How these strangers became brothers and manage to gain power from their strength and endurance that fueled their success through out the many wars they fought to achieve a simple goal which is to feed the poor family members back at their secluded village. They did save the village from starvation yet the movie centered on the strong bond of brotherhood that the 3 lead characters play. How the Chinese commanded the obligation to that of an elder. Little conversation is involve in the plot and there are loads of wars, vicious and barbaric the critics said (mild to me) I m not impressed with this movie because of the lack of morality though the ending surrounds on the hold of brotherhood. To me the moral should be more on how they prevail and and how they survived. This is a cut throat movie where you will see betrayal on every side, beautifully done and the movement from scene to scene is amazing. The film is in Chinese and you don’t need to read the sub-titles to understand the movie: here the actions are strong. I find it a wonderful movie but it is not a great movie because it ended with a floating moral leaving me gasping yet this movie told the tale of how China was once upon a time ago.

I am Legend

Will Smith, Some Girl, Some Kid and 1 000 000 +++ zombies

This is a movie on how a simple cure for cancer went wrong and turned all mankind into flesh eating vicious night crawlers. Only one survivor on ground zero (New York City) will smith. This is a stupid movie on how he is immune to the infection and he is creating a vaccine to cure all the zombies. Its called I am Legend because he found the cure and he died protecting it. This film is a waste of time and talent as its not dramatic, its not strong in actions nor does it have a good story flow. Images flashes here and there, this does not tell the whole story and yes the whole film would be better if it was made stronger in terms of projection and the flow of the plot. It was a total waste of time and it was rather mild all over. Nothing special and nothing out of the ordinary. It seems to grasp the theme of resident evil but it failed grively. Will’s acting went to waste and the zombies were just a copy of Lord Voldermorth. I wouldn’t recommend watching this movie… Alvin and the chipmunks is worth the kill (though its another stupid movie). 

relationships…

The deal about relationships is: its the one thing that makes your life go on…

You see someone and you fall in love

here you believe that you have found someone that has completed you

You fell in love at first sight..

This is where you believe your future is right infront of you

at the eyes that gazed back at you

Truly a wonderful experience …

yet this is also the one experience that brings

you to a complete lost in a deep abyss

and when it struck you

all you can do is just to back off

leaving what is there to wither away

for the good or the bad..

Here i am reviewing my relationship, we do this all the time and yes  its sad to say that its our mistake to be weak and tempted to be carried away by the fact of the fluidity that flows well which ignite the start of a relationship but if the relationship goes wrong both will suffer.

I m not saying that i miss her or anything close to that. I m uterly  contented that i have finally broke it off with her. The issue here is that my ex is apparently and obviously still unable to accept the fact. I do understand that she loves me alot and it is also my fault that i have broken things up with her, which has made it rather complicated. I had to do what i needed to do. Having been in a relationship with Jean was truly an eventful yet at times memorable. Though that i knew she loves me, i have lost the love for her for almost the longest time. The only thought that kept it going was that she has work and so did i, leaving no room to have a conversation. I do admit that i made sure that the relationship went through though i had lost the love. I needed it to go on just for her to feel good about her self and to continue with her work which she was largely procrastinating.

I spent time with her and i listened to her. I was her eyes and ears, i was there whenever she needed me but that made it  really tight for me. I had been with her just on the base of obligation and not of love: i have lost the passion for her long enough. At times the sight of her made me want to just leave, yet the thought of her loving me that much made me stay. I knew that i couldn’t stand for long because i knew that i had to see here everyday and she is attached to me as if she was a parasite. It was really hard for me simply because she was with me all the time, in school, classes, and even at home. I go out with her almost everyday of the week at times. Imagine the disgust i had on her. I had no choice because she loves me and that she was also very emotional, at that time i wasn’t ready to manage her, i needed my time to finish what i needed to which is my work.

I m a very reasonable person and rather tolerant, and this is true with  her. I have been very tolerant on her terms and also her literally. I remember liking her because she was funny and adorable. Further down the line she was really annoying and i my self couldn’t stand her. The deal here is that i do enjoy talking and i do admit i m a rather chatty person. This is where it all went wrong which is why i started to make a point. In a conversation i strongly need to see a sense of intelligence and i some times couldn’t tolerate the “so called bimboness” that she is. I m sorry to say this but this has made the conversation seem unchallenging. I my self do admit my mind seem to be less of me because of this. I had many times acted like her and this is not what i want. Yes  i do admit i faked alittle when i m with her just to bring out her smart side, still i succumb to the normal minded clans.

I do know that its rather absurd to break it off on the ground of her mentality, but this is the strongest part of what i look for in a woman. She needs to be smart and she needs to challenge my thinking and the conversation shouldn’t be all about expressing it should be conducive and relative in maters i indulge. I won’t talk because i don’t but i will eventually if you can make me start just by having a conversation on your side, here is where i can see a chemistry where we may work things out for a better future. With my ex its nothing like that. I don’t talk much at all and that is bad. Conversations were all on her side leaving very little place for me. I don’t talk because i simply don’t but if she was my right partner her topics would interest me to open up.

I do understand that she is trying rather hard to get me to talk but it ended in vain. I had made my mind and this will not work no matter what because i knew i wasn’t her match and it would be better to go our separate ways. As i had mention earlier she is an emotional dramatic girl. She took little minor occurrence into deep considerations which are a total waste of time. She could have concentrated them on work or building her self better. People believe that she is strong and i want her to be but frankly she isn’t. I know this break up will work its toll on her somehow or rather and i m responsible. I m not feeling guilty but i m happy. Giving her a few to think about. Letting her realise. I had been a fantastic boyfriend and i had done so much to make her feel good about her self, sadly i couldn’t do that anymore. All i could do now is let time work it self.

She is taking this in her own terms and i do understand that she tried to make me feel furious. Going out with other guys, hanging out here and there and all without my knowledge. I had to find out from another party or so on. Others would actually see how obvious these actions are and i do understand the state that she is in. Its fine with me, i had made a mistake of starting this relationship and the break up is probably the best i could do. I had no feelings of love for her and yes it took a while for her to garsp the fact though i had made it clear on many terms. Her notions were endeavoring and how she still wanted me was touching, i had made my mind and i couldn’t love someone that is not my other pair.

I for now am living a life where i have no obligations and i fulfill it with hobbies i had no time to catch up. I m happy with what i had done and though it will be awkward  next time around when we do meet. As of now i m just happy to be away from her. I m not afraid to see her, i m just wanting to be on my own after all that i had went through with her all this while. Its time for me to make it clear to her that its really over. Seeing her would make things complicated and i do understand that she wants to meet me to clear things up but on my stand nothings is there to clear because it has been.

I cherish the great times together and i hope the best for the both of us. No hard feelings for all, I do not mind what she will do. This i do know will happen as she will try to make me feel that i had made a mistake in breaking things up. I understand that she will make me feel i had thrown away the best i could ever have. This is happening as you read through this post…. and it did work: i was mad that she went out with Kevin and PV, yes i was: it was an obvious attack. Here i believe its just a phase she needs to go through. Whenever it will end i may not know but all i know for sure. I m happy with my life and if she were to take it in her terms to finally digest the reality of the literal: its her time to take. Even as she tries to make me feel bad about what i had done to her… i am still strong on my stand. I m deeply sorry for this and i had apologize, to take it or to leave it is all she has to do. Whatever it is  i will always hope for the best.

as i believe that:

In tolerance for views other then your own

will dig a hole for evil seeds to be sown

and that in which you despise

will cause your own demise.

MY Chemical Romance rocked KL!!! period!!

Well this is real late for me to post the concert of the year… i serious!!. They came on Sunday December 9th, 2007 & look at me, i m only posting it on the 11th gosh this is a crime!!

But anyhow… My favorite Band! MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE live in KL argh!!!!!!! (reality check….. they  did come! omg i m not dreaming)

The tics was costly.. 323 bucks for a tic is a wow to me, but i got 10% off (Citibank discount)

Still i went all out to get it… heck its My Chemical Romance.

The deal was that they were rumoured to be coming down here around this time around just a week after they finish their tour in Adelaide. This was out 3 months ago and i check all over the net to confirm whether is this another bullshit statement and the truth was that everywhere said that the tour ends in Adelaide and nothing at all about Kuala Lumpur or anything in Asia. I was let down but u refuse to believe it. Sometime around a month back Celcom announced that they are the proud sponsor for MCR and the tickets are being sold by Galaxy ( i was so Happy -gone crazy alittle ) the funny thing was that i didn’t get the tics then because well i m busy with school and all the projects that seems to get on my nerves alittle. The number one most annoying work in school was Btech- gosh i hated it like hell, we have to redo that bloody model fro 3 times… n the last thing that bustard Dennis could say is that you people have not upgraded to what we expected and i cant guarantee that you guys can pass… oh boy what an encouraging statement. Well the worst thing of all is that some bloody bustards made their model so freaking good that all Dennis has in mind is that everyone should have their models as good as theirs. Oh great thanks to some freaks who made our day better huh… (Fyi- Dennis is this old Lecturer who teaches us Building technology, he is like a donkey: coz he spits alot (while he lectures, all i can see is his spits all over the mic, and i m serious he is freaking bad at his lectures because he cant get everyone attention, worst thins of all he is freaking gay…. people look at the hand movements and catwalk walk (he loves to touch guys) i poke his head back and ever since he hated me for that hehe (i know  this is out of the topic of the concert, cant help my self= i hate u dennis coz ur a Menace… period!!

So the thing was that i didn’t get the tics till almost a week before the concert… well i spent all my money on school and the stupid model (which my ex aka my project partner still owe me from it) so i have none to spend for the tics. i have to use my December allowance to get the tics… oh well at least i did get it  finally. Other friends of mine got theirs 2 months ago. I was bombarded with the ideal of not getting them because it was so near the concert day and i want the front row tics because whats the point of going to your favorite band’s rocking concert if u only see an miniature ant size of them… might as well just sit at home and watch it on youtube or myspace.

The thing about this time around was that i was in a break-up situation with my girl. I wanted a break yet she doesn’t, it was such a denial issue wit her and all. I know she loves me yet i have lost that along the line, i seem to find her annoying to the gut and i cant stand her all my life, so at that moment i jsut wanted it to stop. She asked a question whether was i serious about this relationship seemingly that i was being cold towards her over the past few weeks on top of the work we all are busy with to submit on time. My answer was pretty simple to the question whether or not i was serious: i just said No.. she was mad, perhaps furious - she question why i say i love her and now i say i m not serious?, i made it clear to her that i loved her.. and thats it. (all of this was because her parents had their birthday party and she invited me to go, i didn’t go coz i wanted to finish our group presentation slides: which everyone didn’t do accept some from Arvil (this is the second time we didn’t presented coz all of us were just too busy- please note if this happens again next semester: remind me that i m fated to not present or i m jinx or something) back to the latter, i called her up to say i m sorry she didn’t pick up n the next call she just said fine, her blog was full of disappointment and her gut telling that this will happen… gosh i was mad and sick of all this (i cant stand it and so i went from Mr.Love Love to MR. whatever…. I have to admit i was pretty happy that i didn’t love her anymore. I feel liberated and to think of that made me want to permanently end the relationship for good..

She called me on one fine day.. i was doing nothing actually and i had gotten my Tics. She wanted to surprise me. She got tics too and i asked her which ones: she said the 200 plus ones or something like that.. i told her i got the front row ones already! And you know wat? She was mad coz i didn’t even tell her that i was getting the tics and i didn’t bothered to let her know. I made it clear to her that

1: she complained so much that the tics were so costly and that she had never paid for a concert before.

2: She said that she doesn’t feel like going to MCR

3: She doesn’t know anything from MCR other then teenagers and helena

4: She has not listen to the whole album yet

5: She doesn’t know anyone else in the band other then Gerard

and she just said: i did?

well that was also the time where she wanted to see me to clear things up about our relationship and all. Well i wasn’t ready to see her yet nor during this holiday. So i just told her that i didn’t want to continue with this… she was all in tears on the phone and all. begging me to not end the relationship this way..

my question was : HOW would a relationship end? ans: Daaaaa

she wanted me to go out with her on her birthday.. unfortunately i agreed ( i know!! )

but then she had a bash with all  her friends the night before her birthday, she invited everyone but me… hoho (yeah!! i m out!!)

n i sent her an email saying i cant make it coz im in Singapore.. she replied that it wouldn’t be a great idea either to go out at that time… (i was so glad that i finally sank into her ) after all the drama- too much gossip girl i suppose hehe

From here: i m gonna generalize that - DO NOT DATE A STAGITARIUS… ur just asking for trouble…

Any way when i got the tics i was so amazed, wow MY Chem is coming and its not a rumour…. wohoooDecember 9th, 2007

Sunday

time:6.30pm

venue: Stadium Negara, Kuala Lumpur

The night before the concert, my pal Anthony asked is 2pm perfect, i was redundant but i said yes… coz this holiday my sleeping time is so screwed up (i sleep at 3 or 4 in the morning and i wake up around the same time in the afternoon) He even wanted to come over to wake me up… i m not a baby Anthony i can wake up!

The best effort i made was to sleep early.. yup i did: i slept at 1

i Close my eyes…. n for that minute i tried to sleep.

next few more minutes.. i kept trying

later on : i give up trying

I CANT SLEEP!!!!

i was so excited

i just looked up at the ceiling for a good few hours and i probably dose off (i don’t remember sleeping tho coz all i can remember was staying up) hehe

i woke up at 1… yeah another hour i m suppose to be there

i ate my lunch, i had a big one, a whole bowl of noodles with eggs, meat and veg plus an apple to rap things up. Took my bath and come out ready to leave.. at 2 i look at my screen before i shut it down

Anthony was still online        -_____________-

i was like wtf

i told him i was about to leave… he said the same

i pulled out this brown t-shirt i bought. Its this MCR shirt, it was so nice…. at the shop it was the only one with this design and it was a Size M… u know me ( i m such a small guy and M would be dangling on my thin figure)

i was dead wrong

i wore it and it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIGHT!!!!

i didn’t bother much so i grabed my jeans n left

Anthony saw me and he said it fit me right and he poke my boobs acouple of times (fyi my boobs are aka pectoral muscles)

well i can’t blame him: he ain’t got any hehe

well on my way down the stairs to the station i saw 2 kids wearing MCR shirts as well, i think he spoke to me but i just walk away, i m the type that needs my ears plug when i leave the house, i need to tunes to pump while i go on my day if not i bet ill die hearring the racking the city has. I m sure he spoke to me coz i saw his hand moving but i just walk away… gosh am i such a tune zombie? i wouldnt even bother to stop to even say yes… or anything - wow i m turning into a bad bad person aren’t i?

well on the train.. i was all pump up with Ataris and all the suddenly i just looked at this guys ears. It was bare and i said to my self, haha i got cooler earings ……

and then it hit me-

i touched my ears

n gosh!!

i forgot to put back my earrings!!!!

argh!!! of all the days why!! why!! why!! Today!!

i felt so bare without my earrings..

The minute i reach Hang Tuah station, i met Anthony who was also on the same train, he wanted to go straight to the stadium to wait, but later change his mind and wanted to go to Times Square first.. i was ok with that coz i needed to buy new earing hehe

when we went to Times, we went straight to the 6th floor to Folio.  I needed to see my friend Sha. OH gosh we were all hype out about the concert and Sha was also just as exited tho she isn’t going and all because she is saving on this trip that she is goin on and she is going all out to spend on designer staffs.. Anthony bought his limited edition MCR album to have it autograph but the thing is that there was no meeting the fans sessions or autograph sessions what-so-ever. Well there are only 5 of this Albums in Malaysia and he has one.. its a rectangle box set and its in black velvet, super sleak and super mysterious just like the black parade. Inside was this whole booklet on the black parade and how Gerard made the album so gothic, tones of sketches and tones of interpretations.. it was rather artistic and i would say beautiful. It has all the wonderful details that an art piece is. This album is a piece of art and a true embodiment of the Black Parade. Anthony is a die heart fan… i downloaded the album on frostwire (i know i know, shame on me ) He kept his bag with Sha and i got my earrings, and we went to Sungai Wang to check things out and to waste out time since it was real early. . . . . I know he wanted to go badly but i m just being the bad guy and tried to delay time hehe coz i hated waiting in-line and worst of all this line will not move till 6.30 that is a real killer. Since i was like his big brother and all he jsut gave in. He He we finally went to the stadium at about 4.00 and there was already a line, not long tho but still it is a line. Those die heart fan were there since 10am… wow !!!

well from the main road we walk to the stadium and all over was stalls selling MCR merchandises (not original i suppose) and there were many gates from green, blue, yellow and red…

The front entrance

we were the red, the front row pack and our entrance is just next to the vip entrance.. we can see the bands arrive but we didnt cos we had to stand at the end of the carpark.

This concert is a show of gothic worshipers… loads of weird young folks (super posers as i would agree )

its not cool to dress up like Nightmare before Christmas or  corpse’s bride…. its just freaky

well ill let them enjoy their life.. its theirs to mend or destroy besides it colorful to see them

Folks at the yellow gate..

well we waited for another 2 hours and then the unfortunate happened

it rained

it poured

actually it drizzled

hehe

Well while we were in the line we saw this guy

his name is Adam C

gosh i hate this DJ

and he is bald -u look weird with hair and u know what?

u look weirder without it

he walk pass the crowd and

NO ONE WENT :

ADAM!!!!!!!!

zit …. silence

poor poor u

huhu

the drizzle

well moms and dads were like: oh gosh … u wait here k, ill go get an umbrella for u. wont want u to be sick

kids …

   

N i got a message from Danie. She was here too but she ain’t at the red zone she was on the other side at the free sitting section. Since i was dead bored waiting in line i went to see her leaving poor Anthony to wait in line, well his friends are coming so what the heck, he wont be alone

i went pass all the gates and boi in only an hour and a half they were all packed!! all exited for MCR

gosh Now i feel even better about going to the concert and  that the price i paid for the tics seem to be nothing compared to the experience of seeing MCR live. . . . All energetic and all hype out for the event, the rain didn’t seem to bother them at all, i went pass all the stalls and yes they are still selling the merchandise (my T-shirt was the coolest, thank god i got it coz they are none selling mine and i feel like i had an autograph album or a shirt coz no one was wearing anything that looked like mine) When i reach Danie’s section, i was lost simple because they were too many people but finally after some instructions on where to move from right to left from this wall to the next after this stall and that bla bla bla n i saw her haha

we hug and had a chat

hahaha

finally i met her boyfriend … hoho

little Danie has got a boyfriend and she seem so happy about it, i m so glad that she is. N i forgot his name -___-

well he seem to be a real nice fella, i bet his eyes must have pop up when i hugged Danie, hey he cant do anything coz their relationship is not open yet hehe (attention readers… do not disclose this to anyone coz its illegal till they say its fine to do so alright) ha-ha

well it was really nice… sweet girl found a sweet guy: cheers to u Danie and Mr.x(i forgot ur name) may both of you have a lasting and fantastic relationship. . . . .

wonder how is Shaz doin? gotta call her up to ask.. if any of you who knows please leave a comment here or email me k.

well since the line move, i finally made a move leaving them to be alone hehe

i went back to the front entrance again and at that time it was about 6 and there was Anthony’s friends (one of them is his not confirm girlfriend) she is Wendy and her gothic friend is May plus Wendy’s Cousin brother - i forgot his name too…. well they were all cool. I must say Anthony you have got a good choice here, she is gorgeous (don’t get me wrong here i m so not after her, she is all yours and this is a statement only) May is sweet innocent… and dangerous- she kick me on my leg when the baloon i was holding touch her, i mean what the heck!! it wasn’t even close to harassment and she calls that sexual harassment (girl u haven’t seen sexual harassment yet!)

We got the Balloons from celcom… you know those pom pom balloon sticks. it was purple and i got sick of them later on .

The line did move at 6.30… so did the concert

the opening act started at that time what the heck!! they should have let us in earlier but  well it wasn’t a huge band or anything just One Buck Short, fatty lead singer hoho….. whatever

Anthony got in first with Wendy and Mr.X no.2  May was stopped coz she wasn’t allowed to bring in her camera.. (some people are not smart enough to stuff in the camera in their pocket or something.. oh well they will do so next time. We got in and the Stadium was still filling up… One Buck Short was about to call it a rap and PopShuvit will be next…

This was when the DJs came out and announced the the concert and all. Adam and This unknown chick

Adam was the usual being all cool (trying to be ) and this girl was so cute and polite.. they are from hitz.fm so yeah

we kept wondering who the heck is that girl

Then popShuvit came out and rock the stage for a good 30 minutes… we were jumping because we wanted to get to the middle and this bloody bustard group of girls stood there like poles

they didn’t move.. stood there like they were imbeded into the ground or somthing

then after popShuvit finished then the DJs came out again and this time she introduces her self

SHE IS NELLY

o o o o o o o o o

can’t believe she could be so hot in real life haha

there was a break while the people set up the stage for MCR..

their drums were awesome… and the wolf poster was a killer

and everyone was so hype out

we just cant wait for them to come out

here i met cool people…. we were all happy to meet each other because well fans meet fans make a great pack of friends coz we know the band and all. N the worst thing is that i forgot their names.. great  -_________-

the crowd went on an on shouting

MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR

one girl behing me shouted Gerard where the fuck are u?

Come out and show your hairy ass!!!

MCR MCR MCR MCR

we were all chanting

MCR MCR MCR MCR……..

then this father carried his son on his back

all of us was like what the heck!!

they were whispering: what the fuck now i cant see the stage

i went and said: u better get down… and he did

luckily if not all of us would have smack the father and his child.

The stage was all set at about 8.00pm

we can see they are testing the mikes and equipments

we cant wait anymore..

Did i mention that the crowd was real fummy

it was hot hot and all sweat

plus the drizzling rain made us wetter

finally at 8.10 or so ray come out and put on his guitar, mikey, bob and some guy.. pete i guess took the drums

we were screaming!!!! argh!!!!

they are out hahaha

AND WHEN GERARD CAME OUT WE WERE CRAZIER!!

This was when they came out to play Dead.. Note the picture is from the side: and i made my way to the middle.

gosh his makeup was awesome- super pale and super emo like the black parade

and i must say he has put on some weight!! a lot chumbier

he announced that Frank wont be is ill so he cant be on stage… (well that was a real disappointment- coz if Frank was there we could see some lip on lip kissing action between Frank and Gerard.. i reckon something is going on between them: its just me )

they were soo cool

i cant explain the feeling.. it was so surreal

i mean seeing them live was beyond words

they were like angels or something and i almost weep

this is by far the closest thing i can come to them i mean they were just in-front of my eyes!!

well i didn’t have a camera so i took the pictures with my phone… and do note that it may look far but i m seriously in-front: gasping for air and jumping like kangaroos…

in so many ways i can only say this

AWESOME!!!!

Gerard was, being you know him: sounded country when he speaks and alittle bit of the man he is in the Black Parade, Mikey, Gerards brother looked so skinny now… i bet Gerard bullied Mike and stole his food hehe… nevertheless Mike looked better then Gerard, a slight resemblance yet taller and skinnier. Ray- well he looked like all the posters round and heavy on the hair….  and Bob-  normal tatooed guy rather shy tho. I wanted to see Frank, coz u know he is like the prettiest looking of them all. The thing here is that both of them are in a relationship, Gerard is married and Frank has a hot girlfriend yet they seem to have kissing actions on stage and it seem from many sources that they might be bi- so thats why i reckon that something might be going on here and surprisingly it passed under the radar…. wtf

well to my memory (which is a bad one)

i can remember Gerard apologize that Frank was ill and he cant make it today yet the show mush go on…

they started of with a great song -Dead… gosh i was so hype with this song that i jumped away from all my friends and i guess i ended up somewhere in the middle. I started the push and everyone was pushing and fighting hehe (i admitted it k)

When they played the Sharpest lives…

the next was Mama- gosh this is my all time favorite song from the Black Parade… it totally tells of what i felt for my mother, and this song actually tells Gerard’s mom towards his grandmother on her funeral. Some of the songs on the Black Parade was based on true feelings. Gerard made his interpretation voice of his mom on stage … it was awesome!! Then i notice that my friend Gabriel was right that MCR can do live and that they are good at it!! Cheers man… wish you were here rocking wit me, it would be greater.

After mama, they went onto The Sharpest Lives… wow! it was nice. At this point i was sweating like hell and i could feel my body heating up like a boiling kettle … i already lost my voice but i kept screaming. The rain poured not drizzled… it poured - The Show went on like a true rock show

The 4th song was Cemetary Drive.. from their 2nd album Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge…and it went back up to the hype again with Sleep!! argh!! it was loud! wohooo

chill down alittle with Prison.. i could see Gerard sweating like a mad dog (imagine us, sweating and drench) his black outfit that he wore a vest over it looked cool but i can tell it must be a real heater inside that. His makeup was almost gone and he was like: i dont like people messing my hair, he pushed it back and said i want you people to move with me, with a slower tune Helena…
we were moving, and singing gosh… live version of Helena was better

hehe

this is when Gerard went on with cemetary drive

and he swept out with I Don’t love You…. this is the song of the year baby!!

my breakup song - i sang my heart out to Gerard hope it was loud enough for jean(my ex) to hear

haha

At this point i could see that the band was tired, Gerard pass the stage to Ray on his guitar…

the rest of the band mates went back stage to refresh…

Ray showed his staff…. quick fingers i must say

i liked it i guess he created that tune … gotta download soon

hehe

he played for about 5 to 10 mins and when he was done, Bob went in and played the piano while this backstage guy pass Ray another guitar, that was when that guy kissed Ray on the lips… all of us were OOOOOOOO

yup Gerard came in and he just went to start Cancer..

The piano was perfect… never knew that this song would be soo nice

when he rap this up

Gerard went on his knees

the spotlight went dead

only one faint light was shooning on Gerard

This is the Desert Song

Gosh this was one hell of a show… you could feel the vibe from Gerard.. how he mastered the stage and how he projects his feelings to us… it was surreal

At this time some girl pass out .. wat the heck no one could hear your plea my dear

no one even helped her : i tried to ask them to move away but i noticed i cant speak loudly ( i have totally lost my voice)

well the security people pulled her out ….. saw her boobs and panties (they were hanging there what can i do…. hoho)

advice: Do Not wear a short top and a skirt ….

this was also when they started passing out drinks and i was so dry i tried to snatch one immediatly, some freak stole mine… fucker!! i was so thristy… i lost my voice and my throat sored. But the good show made it all go away

hehe

Now i m somewhere in the middle of the crowd… hehe

we were all wet with rain water and bottled water…. super!! huh?

 Ha Ha

To add to the show vibe…..

Gerard said Malaysians Mike wants to say something

and you know what he said:

: Hello

-_______-

well they cranked out:

Teenagers!! the song of the year i suppose..

i mean Gerard just sang it like in the video clip. He was good

He went all out… screaming and doing his famous “teeneger” pose 

and all i could do is

jump, jump and scream along with probabaly 1000 others

when teenagers finished… i saw bob cranking the piano again and this was an all time familiar tone,

MCR with Cancer….

sweet sad tones of the piano and Gerard with his saddist cancer sick look only could mean one song

Welcome To The Black Parade

The crowd went balistic when the piano started the tunes and we went even crazier!!!

The Black Parade all live and rocking …

I could remember jumping and pushing my self further infront crawing on top of others

I saw this guy where i was behind him started to sit down.. he wore a coat (yeah alittle nuts right) he took it off and then his shirt beneath his coat- guess he cant stand the heat haha

The Black Parade…  gosh gotta love this song..

he looked like he could pass out any time soon..

i showed signs asking wheather he was fine or something he just said i m all cool (he shared his bottle of drink with me when i was dead thirsty) and we jump!!!! together Ha Ha… gosh i felt ontop of the world.

After the song that launched MCR to the world with their new album things slowed down alittle with This is How I Disappear…. i can remember being so tired yet we all moved to Gerard’s hands…. thought he didn’t have the voice of an angel yet the way he rock and the way he exudes his emotions was so real…. emo bands just knows how to be emotional …. HA HA

After that they went on to I Never Told You What I Do… gosh like i said: i was amazed, i really thought they might be some lip singing or something but NO…

Gerard sang all of them and he intereacted with all of us in a really good way… totally made my day

This was near the climax, spotlights shinning all over the stage just went black and only deem light shinning at us as Gerard disappeared with the band and all he sees is us…. 

And

Then

It came back on

it was bright

it was hot

This is how i disappear…..

and this is when MCR

performed

FAMOUS LAST WORDS

Argh!! killer!!! it was so good!! i m not liying it was really good… this time i was tired, dead tired from all the pushing and the rain that got us all wet. But this is by far the song that will always capture our attentions… How it starts with energy and ends with a blast! It was a right song to end the night and i could remember my body feeling like it was about to break apart but i kept jumping and singing along with them… The feel was entirely complete. This is truely how rock concert is and the feel was way better then any concert i had been to. Well for once, this is the band i loved and i knew them well, plus over the years i have been praying and wishing for them to come down here and rock us to our graves Hehe

Well it was a rap… but seriously only one and a half hour of them wasn’t enough, Gerard thank all of us and the band went back stage.. it was beautiful, it was magical

and the Best thing that ever happened to me

We all chanted encore encore . . . . .

haha

but all of us were already tired so our encore sounded like meak mummers asking for food…

All of us were tired

MCR seem like they were drained as well

Gerard seems even paler then he first came on stage..

It took as a while for us to realize that it was finally over.

really!

well this was what i remember

i m sorry to say that if i made some mistake on the song cronology or something and yes please feel free to murder me for that

i know it might be alittle messed up but heck that was what i remembered … and all i have was this  HUGE smile that

embeded it-self on my face, as well as i remembered my back hurt like hell!!!  and when i got out of the crowd and i realize my shoes were muddy, it was now filt… gosh! knew i shouldn’t have wore them for the show but what the heck ! It was all worth it

We took pictures and all of us were wet wet wet

kinde sexy in so many ways.. i remember smelling like girl purfume.. must have been all the crazy crowd

haha… my shirt and jeans were wet as if i jumped into a pool or something.. I could see that everyone was so glad they went to MCR All they have was a tired face and a Huge Satisfied Smile (the ones u have after a hot sex)

We were picture whoring over the whole area….the stage and bla bla bla

Everyone got out but we just waited. We weren’t ready to leave.. haha

I did take some pictures but i don’t have a camera so i had to use my phone camera to take the shots

Not to say the best pictures ever but  still its a great memento to the Greatest concert that has ever made

it to Malaysia… probably better then Linkin Park

Nothing Rocks like MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE -period

if i were to die… i m so contented

The My Chem Freaks!!!

Anthony, Wendy & me

All i would say is that they played most of their songs from The Black Parade, and only 3 songs were from their previous album: Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge, which are Cemetary Drive, Helena, and I Never Told You What I Do. Sadly enough they didn’t play The Ghost Of You- if they did it would totally be a complete concert

3 guys at a concert….. super memento

haha

Danie was at the back, she didn’t see much and she wished she was infront with the whole hardcore people but what to do, her boyfriend got the Tics so who is she to complain haha

The stage after the concert….. everyone seems pretty happy

My ex went…. she invited Kevin to go, after debating wheather to go or not and according to her blog she said that she saw the newspaper and it seems that it noted that this is the Concert of the Year… well i didn’t want to meet her yet the anger on the fact that kevin went without telling me at all, (i tried to pursuade him to come coz this is a concert that you will kill yourself if u missed it.) I only got to know that both of them went after i sms kevin saying what shits he has missed, and i later recieved an sms from jean (me ex) saying  he said he didn’t missed anything… i asked you guys were here? and she said ya… and i replied ok.

the thing that i was a little mad from was:

1. It seems like she just wants to get me all mad

2. Trying to prove that she has moved on

3. Using Kevin against me

well i felt like that and later in her blog and i qoute:

i had the best company ever from the bested friend ever then that arshlock…

hoho

someone’s got a new best friend ….

whatever

ur out of my life..

Kevin made it clear that he wasn’t going to stand on any sides because doesn’t mean that if we break up he needs to pick a side to be on. Personally i think she wants it that way, cause well actions speaks louder then words, ain’t it? haha and besides i can forsee loads of things happenings next sem and it may not involve me because i have already broke up with her and knowing how she depends on people. And considering the fact that she  has connected with kevin, well lets just say it will be a wonderful semester. I will be out of this because all i care is my work my life, i won’t bother to help her, nor talk to her if i don’t need to. And my advice out there to anyone that knows me or my circle of friends, distance yourself to save your self..

and as for Kevin, i m not scaring you but i believe your also smart enough to keep your self out of harms way. . . .

just to let you know i totally mean no hard feelings here.. its just a warning, Thats it. (actress on the lose) i have bared with her for a whole 6 months and i calls it quits. If any of you could handle faking, bimboness, the “smart” conversations, and the blond slangs go ahead, she is the right girl then (i always wonder why can’t she have a decent girlfriend in school and all i see is that she hangs out with guys all the time, i asked her that-all she could say is that is a girl territorial staff)

Kevin is a real nice guy, and he is nice to everyone. I on the other hand am just so opposite, i chose my friends and i will hate some people with no obvious reason, i don’t go around and go Hi hi hoho…. i m alittle encentric (some put it that way) and my relationship with Jean was a mistake. The thing here is, and i got to admit is that i do bitched alot of staffs about everyone to her, she just has this aura that makes me want to bitched. Yes i m sorry, can’t help my self and the thing here is, if she were to use you guys against me someday from what i had told her before please bare in-mind, those words weren’t intentional. Everyone says bad evil staffs about everyone even when you don’t know them.. its just our unconscious mind in this case mine, my mind kept doing its work and i m sorry to say bad things and all, calling who is fucking with who, and making fun of them, calling names, who is sloppy, geeky, and who is in or out of the crowd… whatever: i mean who doesn’t do that?. Yup no one is perfect i know that well enough. 

Old stories and here i realize it will be different next semester since i have broken her heart and i m prepared to for the outcome. . . . .

Whatever it is i have said it again and again:

if you were to throw down the gauntlet, its on. . . . . .